you make black and white look colorful <3

you make black and white look colorful <3

6 months ago / 0 notes .:.
hanging out at a coffee shop due to insomnia.

feeling bright despite the gloomy weather.

then a small nap before work in the pm. (:

hanging out at a coffee shop due to insomnia.

feeling bright despite the gloomy weather.

then a small nap before work in the pm. (:

6 months ago / 0 notes .:.

so at work i hung cryoprecipitate and platelets as advised by neurology after a patient suffered a subarachnoid hemmorhage. 

what is cryo?

it is used to correct deficiencies of factor vIII, factor xIII, and fibrinogen. 

in a nutshell we are hoping that this shit will glue the fucked up vessels that burst due to TPA administration. yay. (:



6 months ago / 0 notes .:.

oh, jake. marry me (:

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6 months ago / 140 notes .:.

so guess what? im OFFICIALLY single now. kinda bummed, not going to lie.

but i guess i can enjoy my long luxurious bubble baths, working out, dancing it out in my apartment, hanging out with friends for long hours, watching romantic movies that make me cry, and reading medical texts and the occasional girly magazine. all sweet secrets that have yet to be discovered by a significant other.

there has to be an amazing person meant for me because i am pretty amazing … just saying. (:



6 months ago / 0 notes .:.
“i am lovable and deserve to be loved in return”
alicia
6 months ago / 0 notes .:.
First man &#8220;functionally cured&#8221; of HIV by Liz Goodwin
Since HIV was discovered 30 years ago this week, 30 million people  have died from the disease, and it continues to spread at the rate of 7,000 people per day globally, the UN says.
There&#8217;s not much good news when it comes to this devastating virus.  But that is perhaps why the story of the man scientists call the &#8220;Berlin  patient&#8221; is so remarkable and has generated so much excitement among  the HIV advocacy community.
Timothy Ray Brown suffered from both leukemia and HIV when he  received a bone marrow stem cell transplant in Berlin, Germany in 2007.  The transplant came from a man who was immune to HIV, which scientists  say about 1 percent of Caucasians are. (According to San Francisco&#8217;s CBS  affiliate, the trait may be passed down from ancestors who became immune to the plague centuries ago. This Wired story says it was more likely passed down from people who became immune to a smallpox-like disease.)
 
What happened next has stunned the dozens of scientists who are closely monitoring Brown: His HIV went away.
&#8220;He has no replicating virus and he isn&#8217;t taking any medication. And  he will now probably never have any problems with HIV,&#8221; his doctor Gero  Huetter told Reuters. Brown now lives in the Bay Area, and suffers from  some mild neurological difficulties after the operation. &#8220;It makes me  very happy,&#8221; he says of the incredible cure.
The development of anti-retroviral drugs in the 1990s was the first  sign of hope in the epidemic, transforming the disease from a sudden  killer to a more manageable illness that could be lived with for  decades. But still, the miraculous cocktail of drugs is expensive,  costing $13 billion a year in developing countries alone, according to Reuters. That figure is expected to triple in 20 years&#8212;raising the worry that more sick people will not be able to afford treatment.
Although Brown&#8217;s story is remarkable, scientists were quick to point  out that bone marrow transplants can be fatal, and there&#8217;s no way  Brown&#8217;s treatment could be applied to the 33.3 million people around the  world living with HIV. The discovery does encourage &#8220;cure research,&#8221;  according to Dr. Jay Levy, who co-discovered HIV thirty years ago,  something that many people did not even think was possible years ago.
You can watch Brown talk about his cure in this CBS video report.
(Brown: Eric Risberg/AP)
This article has been updated to include more context about why some people are immune to HIV.

First man “functionally cured” of HIV by Liz Goodwin

Since HIV was discovered 30 years ago this week, 30 million people have died from the disease, and it continues to spread at the rate of 7,000 people per day globally, the UN says.

There’s not much good news when it comes to this devastating virus. But that is perhaps why the story of the man scientists call the “Berlin patient” is so remarkable and has generated so much excitement among the HIV advocacy community.

Timothy Ray Brown suffered from both leukemia and HIV when he received a bone marrow stem cell transplant in Berlin, Germany in 2007. The transplant came from a man who was immune to HIV, which scientists say about 1 percent of Caucasians are. (According to San Francisco’s CBS affiliate, the trait may be passed down from ancestors who became immune to the plague centuries ago. This Wired story says it was more likely passed down from people who became immune to a smallpox-like disease.)

 

What happened next has stunned the dozens of scientists who are closely monitoring Brown: His HIV went away.

“He has no replicating virus and he isn’t taking any medication. And he will now probably never have any problems with HIV,” his doctor Gero Huetter told Reuters. Brown now lives in the Bay Area, and suffers from some mild neurological difficulties after the operation. “It makes me very happy,” he says of the incredible cure.

The development of anti-retroviral drugs in the 1990s was the first sign of hope in the epidemic, transforming the disease from a sudden killer to a more manageable illness that could be lived with for decades. But still, the miraculous cocktail of drugs is expensive, costing $13 billion a year in developing countries alone, according to Reuters. That figure is expected to triple in 20 years—raising the worry that more sick people will not be able to afford treatment.

Although Brown’s story is remarkable, scientists were quick to point out that bone marrow transplants can be fatal, and there’s no way Brown’s treatment could be applied to the 33.3 million people around the world living with HIV. The discovery does encourage “cure research,” according to Dr. Jay Levy, who co-discovered HIV thirty years ago, something that many people did not even think was possible years ago.

You can watch Brown talk about his cure in this CBS video report.

(Brown: Eric Risberg/AP)

This article has been updated to include more context about why some people are immune to HIV.

6 months ago / 0 notes .:.

eerie but beautiful

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6 months ago / 627 notes .:.

“you never should have let me go.”

to which he replied,

“i know.”



6 months ago / 0 notes .:.

adam levine MAKES this ENTIRE song

just saying …

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